Well I know it's been extremely depressing to read my posts over the past few months/years but I genuinely thought I'd thrown my life away and was gonna be stuck in bottom of the barrel jobs for the rest of my life. I applied for Uni again a few months back just as something to do more than anything and wasn't expecting much from it (didn't have the required points for a course). Turns out I was wrong. Today Sheffield Hallam gave me an unconditional offer on this course: http://www.shu.ac.uk/prospectus/course/720/ Something positive finally happened in my life I could end up coding for PES or FIFA at some point in the future, y'never know. I'll probably be less depressed from now on so you needn't worry about me (at least until I get stuck on something at Uni and decide it's the end of the world).